Dramatic Readings R Us
Posted: 2008.12.18 (00:50)
My sister is 13. She has a MySpace, obviously. While I was going between doing my typically awesome things around the house, she stopped me in the hallway and told me that I simply had to see some bullshit that one of her classmates wrote on his MySpace.
I read a few sentences in before I was sidewinded by the overwhelming compulsion to produce a dramatic monologue of the note (which he wrote in the About Me section, hence the final line).
The reading can be found here (~6.15 MB), and the note is reproduced below.
I read a few sentences in before I was sidewinded by the overwhelming compulsion to produce a dramatic monologue of the note (which he wrote in the About Me section, hence the final line).
The reading can be found here (~6.15 MB), and the note is reproduced below.
ok so here it is. this is the up date on my life as of December 14, 2008. so last night was a pritty exciting night. over all I almost lost two amazing friends and my life. yeah you may wonder how this became what it is now but read on and hear about my fantastic life. ok so it all started last weekend. this was the end of nutcrack and begining of many problems. so there is mackenzie (kenz) alyssa (lissy) lilith(lil) sabrina (bina) and me(.....me) so. durring the cast party me and kenz were talking. as we continued our conversation I became straingly attracted to her. I consulted my friend and seacret (not any more) crush lissy. she thought maybe kenz likes me so she called me kenz and talked to her about it. (kenz and lissy are like besties) so kenz said she didnt like me. I was very dissapointed. so then for some straing reason lissy decided to not come in between me and kenzes relationship. little did she know we had absolutly no more then friends relationship. this made me very confused and sad. keep in mind this was only the begining. last night I went to bed not minding what was happening. so in the morning I sent lissy a goodmorning text. she then sent back to me an horrifing text in which broke my heart and soul. she told me that me and her could not be friends anymore. I was very confused and sad. I didnt not want anything to do with anyone or anything. so after school that day i tryed to accept the fact that I lost my best friend. I called kenz in hope that i would find and explanation for lissys behaivior. kenz did not know at the time that I was attracted to her, thus her thinking that lissy was crazy. this was my fault for not telling her the truth. I begged and pleaded for my friend to come back to me. but this was not wooking. I gave up and began to do something that I regret. I grabbed the steak knife out of the left hand drawer on the right hand side of the sink in the kitchen. and began to slice away at the burning tissue of my wrist. luckly lissy came to the rescue with one phone call that saved my life. I put the knife away and resumed my life as it one was. all was good for about three days. but I had knowticed that lissy had changed. she did not talk to me the way she used to. I immediatly assumed that something was wrong in lissys life. I simply asked her what the problem was the saturday of December 13th. she proclamed she did not change. but in her heart she knew that josh was comming inbetween our relationship. having nowhere else to turn I talked to lil. my girlfriend at the time. little did she know that I had also found someone else. bina. both were oblivious of eachother. i know I am a dirty rotten man whore. I admitted my mistake and tryed to go to bed. I was woken with a fright by the phone vibrating neer my head. i looked at the screen and in small black bold letters it spelled out " kenz " I answered. we had a long talk about our lives. as we spoke lissy called. I toled kenz to hole on while I talked to lissy for a second. lissy did it again. she proclamed that we couldent be friends. this broke my heart more then ever. meanwhile kenz was wondering weather or not I liked her or not. I hung up the phone on lissy and began to wheep. tears ran down my face and on to my pillow. I tryed to talk to kenz but could not. I lifted my head and looked at my tear staned pillow. I got a very bad idea. I began to seach the room for something sharp. unfourtinetly I could not find anything. all I found was a pencle that was slightly dull. i began to press the pencle as hard as I could agenst my wrist. this did nothing. I looked over and saw my pin from CCS last year. I realized that the tip of the copper pin was very sharp. I began to scrape stab puncture and cry. I got many phone calls from kenz and lissy. I didnt not pick up. I just keped cutting. once I stopped my wrist was very bloody. I picked up the phone. I heard someone crying in the background. at first I didnt not think this was lissy. I had only heard her cry one other time in my life. (I do not want to go into deatail about that one) as she cryed I stopped and listened. she was crying because she cared about me. I didnt know about her caring this much about me. we talked and made up things are better now. i wrote this to tell Alyssa that i love her and that she needs to know that nothing will come between us. alyssa, I love you and will alwayse love you. thank you for alwayse being there for me. and alwayse know that I will alwayse be there for you. i love you Winston Layout By www.winstono.com